Baby run, can you get here fast enough?
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Country and Acoustic Music
I know, you would think Country music? Do you have an old soul? No, I don't. Infact I have an unexplainable soul. I can't choose if you ask me to ( what does this have to do with my soul? ) Anyway, about the country music. I love the country singer accent, their song lyrics and the flow of the melody. Yeah, that's about it. I listen other beating music also bh.
You know, no you don't. Well, I have this thing I wrote down for this human. It was few months back when we're still friends. Well, I can't tell if we're still now cause human completely ignores me which somehow I have no idea why. I think I do, human found someone to love. Haha. Don't get the idea of me being jealous. It's hard for someone to make me jealous. Seriously ! Well, unless they met TAYLOR SWIFT! I'd be totally jealous. Anyway, I wasn't hoping but this human made me hope. Weird, hope for what? I don't know. Crappy. About this thing I had written, it's cute. Well, I'm not praising what I wrote. I showed it to my dog and it barked. I assume he says it's cute. When I asked " is this serious or playplay? " replied " I don't play. serious " this lesbiangay human shouldn't had said that. What am I saying?
PMR is coming *deep breath* I'll do my best. seehhh. I've got plenty to say, but so little time.
p/s : i love Taylor Swift :) Everyone does.
p/ss : i talk crap.
p/sss : i don't eat crab, i'm kinda weird and i'm shy.
You know, no you don't. Well, I have this thing I wrote down for this human. It was few months back when we're still friends. Well, I can't tell if we're still now cause human completely ignores me which somehow I have no idea why. I think I do, human found someone to love. Haha. Don't get the idea of me being jealous. It's hard for someone to make me jealous. Seriously ! Well, unless they met TAYLOR SWIFT! I'd be totally jealous. Anyway, I wasn't hoping but this human made me hope. Weird, hope for what? I don't know. Crappy. About this thing I had written, it's cute. Well, I'm not praising what I wrote. I showed it to my dog and it barked. I assume he says it's cute. When I asked " is this serious or playplay? " replied " I don't play. serious " this lesbiangay human shouldn't had said that. What am I saying?
PMR is coming *deep breath* I'll do my best. seehhh. I've got plenty to say, but so little time.
p/s : i love Taylor Swift :) Everyone does.
p/ss : i talk crap.
p/sss : i don't eat crab, i'm kinda weird and i'm shy.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
I've got exams
" I think I'm very fascinated by the differences between reality and fairy tales".
" Whe we're little, we read these books and we see cartoons and the bad guy is always wearing black. You always know who he is. But in real life, the bad guy can be incredibly charming and have a great smile and perfect hair. He says things that make you laugh and he's sweet and he's funny, but you don't realise that he's going to cause you a lot of pain " - Taylor Alison Swift
" Whe we're little, we read these books and we see cartoons and the bad guy is always wearing black. You always know who he is. But in real life, the bad guy can be incredibly charming and have a great smile and perfect hair. He says things that make you laugh and he's sweet and he's funny, but you don't realise that he's going to cause you a lot of pain " - Taylor Alison Swift
Friday, August 28, 2009
Maybe you were just a friend
Just give a smile to your friend, even when you least expect they would return the favor. You never will know, what will happen unless you try. Once in awhile apologise to them eventhough at the moment you didn't do anything wrong. Who knows, you kinda offended them indirectly before without realising. Try taking an insult as a compliment, I know it's hard but somehow if you know how to, it's relieving and if you don't know how to, well just insult them back. Oh wait, you can just act deaf unless they cross the line. haha.
From my experience, if you're the kind of person when laughing will start hitting, always keep your nails short. You'll end up bruising people or bleeding or scratching people near by. Safest thing, try sitting on you palms to avoid hitting when laughing.
Those things up there. It's just to fill up my post. hehe. So, dad woke me up today saying that it's already 10.40am when it's actually 7.39am. Ugh.. He had the day off today no outstation or office stuff. Weird it's Friday and he's off. Instead of my mom, my dad gave my brother and I chores to work on. Since my sister have school today, she's excuse. I did a lot. From the stupid dishes to sweeping the house to clearing my room and the toilet in it. My kakak got the day off today. Even if she's working, she don't clean our room. My parents wants us to clean it ourself. Yay - not. Luckily I'm the only one who uses the toilet in my room. Otherwise, I'd be cleaning mixtures of wastes. ew. I realise lately, I don't drink plain water when I'm thirsty. Instead, I drink milk. Which is way better.
It had been few days since I top-up my credit. I've got a lot but, the validity of it expires already.
i guess that's it. Bye..
From my experience, if you're the kind of person when laughing will start hitting, always keep your nails short. You'll end up bruising people or bleeding or scratching people near by. Safest thing, try sitting on you palms to avoid hitting when laughing.
Those things up there. It's just to fill up my post. hehe. So, dad woke me up today saying that it's already 10.40am when it's actually 7.39am. Ugh.. He had the day off today no outstation or office stuff. Weird it's Friday and he's off. Instead of my mom, my dad gave my brother and I chores to work on. Since my sister have school today, she's excuse. I did a lot. From the stupid dishes to sweeping the house to clearing my room and the toilet in it. My kakak got the day off today. Even if she's working, she don't clean our room. My parents wants us to clean it ourself. Yay - not. Luckily I'm the only one who uses the toilet in my room. Otherwise, I'd be cleaning mixtures of wastes. ew. I realise lately, I don't drink plain water when I'm thirsty. Instead, I drink milk. Which is way better.
It had been few days since I top-up my credit. I've got a lot but, the validity of it expires already.
i guess that's it. Bye..
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Underneath the starlight
I don't feel comfortable in anything lately. What the hell man, do you have an issue with me? Being that snobbish and indirectly telling fake tales. I know you do want attention and I don't blame you for that. What's with the attitude lately? I don't think you realise it but heck I do and a few of them do. I don't friggin care la if you have the brains infact I'm happy for you. I don't hate you. Probably you're wondering why I don't confront you directly. Its because I don't want to cause trouble, I respect you and it's not going to be worth it. About the issues with me, you indirectly insult me infront of them. Common question, why? What did I do that is so freakin' bad to you that you only be nice to me when you need me or when they're not around you. What's with the total sarcasm towards me huh? What actually that you're trying to prove? I don't expect any answer. Okay, I'll stop here. Btw, I am sorry for whatever shit that I've done to you.
Today was okay. I didn't really have the mood. No not mood swing. I didn't really did that much at home. Jogged for i don't know how long. It's to help me lose the feeling of shitness towards myself. It kinda make me feel better. I should study now. No class tomorrow. haha. I'm just talking crap up there. Just to fill up my post. Mom bought a box of raisins. Big box. I love raisins and milk and friends and money and craziness and fun. I want a lot of stuff right now, like seriously. Mom say I have to wait. I want to go camping, come with me :) After PMR. hehe.
Today was okay. I didn't really have the mood. No not mood swing. I didn't really did that much at home. Jogged for i don't know how long. It's to help me lose the feeling of shitness towards myself. It kinda make me feel better. I should study now. No class tomorrow. haha. I'm just talking crap up there. Just to fill up my post. Mom bought a box of raisins. Big box. I love raisins and milk and friends and money and craziness and fun. I want a lot of stuff right now, like seriously. Mom say I have to wait. I want to go camping, come with me :) After PMR. hehe.
Monday, August 24, 2009
There's no way out, I gotta hold you somehow
I know, it has been awhile since I posted anything. I've been lazy. Well, many stuff happened too many actually. I'm kinda feeling lazy to write all of them.
I took my report card last Saturday. I came late actually. Mom took it in the staff room. She met Mdm. Hiew , I've got two comments. Luckily it wasn't a bad one though, that would actually make me feel embarrasse. Teacher Hiew and my mom got the almost same signature. haha. Well, my Saturday wasn't anything pumping or interesting.
This week, probably most students are enjoying their holiday. Well, unfortunately, I don't because I have to go school for three days due to extra class. Not only me though, all the exam class in my school. Today was okay I guess. I did something so bad so cruel. I think she's just saying " its okay ba, no big deal " who knows her anger towards me is burning inside. I am not blaming anyone except for myself because it was clearly because of me. I really didn't mean what I've done - again, I'm not blaming anyone but myself. I really felt bad like really bad. Talie, I'll make it up to you. I'm really sorry. I cried just now because I didn't believe that i actually accidentally did that and that I really REALLY am sorry. I didn't cry to get attention, only a total fool would do that. Not me.
Tomorrow is another day. No idea of what life brings this time. If I were given lemons or some sour milk, I'll take it. I wouldn't say I won't get disappointed though. I would, who wouldn't right? I could always make sweet juice out of lemons and I can throw the sour milk. Even if the result wouldn't be satisfying, I could just get back up and Keep Swinging. So far, no strikes yet. Well, only close hit it didn't flew that. I'm a wreck in love and commitment. Why do I sound so w-e-i-r-d....
I took my report card last Saturday. I came late actually. Mom took it in the staff room. She met Mdm. Hiew , I've got two comments. Luckily it wasn't a bad one though, that would actually make me feel embarrasse. Teacher Hiew and my mom got the almost same signature. haha. Well, my Saturday wasn't anything pumping or interesting.
This week, probably most students are enjoying their holiday. Well, unfortunately, I don't because I have to go school for three days due to extra class. Not only me though, all the exam class in my school. Today was okay I guess. I did something so bad so cruel. I think she's just saying " its okay ba, no big deal " who knows her anger towards me is burning inside. I am not blaming anyone except for myself because it was clearly because of me. I really didn't mean what I've done - again, I'm not blaming anyone but myself. I really felt bad like really bad. Talie, I'll make it up to you. I'm really sorry. I cried just now because I didn't believe that i actually accidentally did that and that I really REALLY am sorry. I didn't cry to get attention, only a total fool would do that. Not me.
Tomorrow is another day. No idea of what life brings this time. If I were given lemons or some sour milk, I'll take it. I wouldn't say I won't get disappointed though. I would, who wouldn't right? I could always make sweet juice out of lemons and I can throw the sour milk. Even if the result wouldn't be satisfying, I could just get back up and Keep Swinging. So far, no strikes yet. Well, only close hit it didn't flew that. I'm a wreck in love and commitment. Why do I sound so w-e-i-r-d....
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