On the beach, by the cave

"...and this is my sexy stove" watched three episodes of My Celebrity Home. Nice what? So, spent the whole day at home. We did some cleaning around so tired. I only ate maggie curry and drank ice-lemon tea today. I wasn't that hungry. Well, of course i drank water. There's a lot of plan coming. I can't wait for it. Sh!t I'm broke right now. I have to help my mom around to earn money. Yea, I'm that kind of kid who have to earn money from their parents even when they can freely give em'. They really can but I guess they just don't want us to get spoiled. I have tight parents. Really. I wouldn't expose a lot. Unwanted people would know. haha.

I love this line "..... They're all beautiful. But how many of them would write a song for you like I did?" I have no idea why I love it. I'm in to Country. I love American country music. Not because of Taylor Swift ( I love her ) but I love their accent and their lyrics. Of course I'm still in to other genre. I love country surroundings. I feel so lucky to be brought up in a country surroundings. For some people it's disgusting for them to even be in a country surroundings. I don't understand why. They're missing a lot. No I don't go to country school. That's good. hehe. Kionsom is a very pretty place. That's where I'm from. We have our own house here and it has a big space. Weee~ I enjoy nature. I love jungle trekking, bathing in a river, running in a big field, going up&down a hill etc. In short, I'm in love with the outdoors. Leave me out there with shelter and food and no fancy stuff I'm sure I can manage. HAHA. I don't buy fruits cause I get em' fresh and free from a tree ( it rhymes ) haha. I love music it takes me away from reality. I play the guitar and piano. Only took class for the piano. I wish I can sing, unfortunately I may turn someone deaf or may be even kill them. Sad but true. I get this a lot from my friends and even my family "yerr..you clean freak oh", friends "just sleep bh, no need to arrange your bed before sleeping" sister "why u always wash your hands oh?" "you hv OCD". That's some of it. I don't suffer from OCD =.=" Sometimes i don't like messy-ness. I wash my hands a lot to feel comfortable I don't know why. I pretend to not understand some people sometimes. I am a people pleaser. Not the sexual type laa. It's hard for me to say NO even to stuff I find hard to do. I have this friend she's the longest I've known and closest I have been with. She's Stacey Alexis Lundat Van Straten :) This year 9 years. I love her a lot. Nevertheless I love Amalina, Natalie, Dina, Valerie, Iffa, Sa'idatul and this new friend I got close too Law Vuii. There's lots more people I love but I don't think it would fit my post. HAHAHA. I love sports too. You can say I'm pretty active in it. I'm not great though. I can write a song for you. Seriously. I was shy to admit it. I can write it but I can't sing it. I'm in to fashion. It's just that I don't get out a lot and I'm shy cause I'm affraid I would make a fool of myself. I dream like all those dreamer. I dream about prince charming at the same time in reality I kept reminding myself there's no such thing. I don't act uptown fabulous like those pretty girls. I'm more in the moderate type. I think. If I go to a place that I don't always go to, I'd do few crazy more of embarrassing things. I don't care cause it's not like I often go there. I'm weird in a good way. At least that is what I was told. haha. I think that is why they love me. A lot xD I love having fun. I love humor. In conclusion I love lots of stuff.

Geee.. this post end up telling something about me that is to know. haha. Not ALL though. I couldn't think of anything to fill here cause my day was pretty dull and for now, I don't have any plans. I do crazy stuff. I think. I love randomness and sometimes I get annoyed with those randomness. Weird. I'm not committed in certain issues. People who're close to me knows that well.

p/s : you'd feel lazy to read cs it's kinda long. Well, it looks long. i think.

My shortcut to happiness

It has been awhile since I did any updates. So I would say, life before PMR was nice but there's this pressure to study. PMR was not hard. I mean, I did not struggle to answer it. I just hope my result would turn out pretty :) Lately I'm happy no shit around. I went to 1B with a buch of girlfriends yesterday. Damn, it was unexplainablely awesome FUN. Despite getting broke and falling pants. HAHAHA. Embarrassing but at the same time funny xD Want to know who went? Stacey, Amalina, Iffa, Sa'idatul, Dina, Law Vuii and I. Played in Toy's R Us. We went to speedy. Woah album paradise oh. Yeah, I just found out. I was looking for Taylor Swift's album. Fortunately they still have the last CD around. I bought it thanks to Iffa and Law Vuii. I love that CD.

I have a lot to say. Seriously. Unfortunately, my sister is bugging me right now. UGH. Btw, we all went broke after that. HAHA. I still owe some people $$$. So many plan this month. Weeeeee~~~ Track & Field training started today. Tiring man. Ohya, I'm learning this new song on guitar. Music is my passion but I can't sing xD Geee.. I really have to go now. Pretty pictures at 1B you can take a look at them in Facebook Law Vuii's profile.

p/s : I know, I wouldn't stand a chance with..... I can imagine, can I?. Pathetic, but it's the only way for me to be satisfy. Wait, a person can NEVER be satisfy. That's a fact.

Cut a path across the blue skies

Baby run, can you get here fast enough?

Country and Acoustic Music

I know, you would think Country music? Do you have an old soul? No, I don't. Infact I have an unexplainable soul. I can't choose if you ask me to ( what does this have to do with my soul? ) Anyway, about the country music. I love the country singer accent, their song lyrics and the flow of the melody. Yeah, that's about it. I listen other beating music also bh.

You know, no you don't. Well, I have this thing I wrote down for this human. It was few months back when we're still friends. Well, I can't tell if we're still now cause human completely ignores me which somehow I have no idea why. I think I do, human found someone to love. Haha. Don't get the idea of me being jealous. It's hard for someone to make me jealous. Seriously ! Well, unless they met TAYLOR SWIFT! I'd be totally jealous. Anyway, I wasn't hoping but this human made me hope. Weird, hope for what? I don't know. Crappy. About this thing I had written, it's cute. Well, I'm not praising what I wrote. I showed it to my dog and it barked. I assume he says it's cute. When I asked " is this serious or playplay? " replied " I don't play. serious " this lesbiangay human shouldn't had said that. What am I saying?
PMR is coming *deep breath* I'll do my best. seehhh. I've got plenty to say, but so little time.

p/s : i love Taylor Swift :) Everyone does.

p/ss : i talk crap.

p/sss : i don't eat crab, i'm kinda weird and i'm shy.

Just a boy in a chevy truck

Put those Georgia stars to shame...

I've got exams

" I think I'm very fascinated by the differences between reality and fairy tales".

" Whe we're little, we read these books and we see cartoons and the bad guy is always wearing black. You always know who he is. But in real life, the bad guy can be incredibly charming and have a great smile and perfect hair. He says things that make you laugh and he's sweet and he's funny, but you don't realise that he's going to cause you a lot of pain " - Taylor Alison Swift

Maybe you were just a friend

Just give a smile to your friend, even when you least expect they would return the favor. You never will know, what will happen unless you try. Once in awhile apologise to them eventhough at the moment you didn't do anything wrong. Who knows, you kinda offended them indirectly before without realising. Try taking an insult as a compliment, I know it's hard but somehow if you know how to, it's relieving and if you don't know how to, well just insult them back. Oh wait, you can just act deaf unless they cross the line. haha.
From my experience, if you're the kind of person when laughing will start hitting, always keep your nails short. You'll end up bruising people or bleeding or scratching people near by. Safest thing, try sitting on you palms to avoid hitting when laughing.

Those things up there. It's just to fill up my post. hehe. So, dad woke me up today saying that it's already 10.40am when it's actually 7.39am. Ugh.. He had the day off today no outstation or office stuff. Weird it's Friday and he's off. Instead of my mom, my dad gave my brother and I chores to work on. Since my sister have school today, she's excuse. I did a lot. From the stupid dishes to sweeping the house to clearing my room and the toilet in it. My kakak got the day off today. Even if she's working, she don't clean our room. My parents wants us to clean it ourself. Yay - not. Luckily I'm the only one who uses the toilet in my room. Otherwise, I'd be cleaning mixtures of wastes. ew. I realise lately, I don't drink plain water when I'm thirsty. Instead, I drink milk. Which is way better.
It had been few days since I top-up my credit. I've got a lot but, the validity of it expires already.

i guess that's it. Bye..