night out

Cousins night out today since Naye had to go back to nursing school this Monday. Naye picked Adeng and Ray then me then went to Raphael's place to pick him up. Yeaa, she brought us to J.P. Took dinner there. Friggin-ly late this the people send my pattaya. budu. She asked for Shisha. haha. Smoked it for the first time. geeesss, i did it like a noob maann ( well, i am ) But after few inhalation and exhalation of it i kinda got a hang of it. Last2 many ba my smoke came out. haha. Fun maan.. kick ni after awhile. Btw, we smoked mixfruit flavour. The mint flavour order was canceled ( kitai ni the workers ) When we called them they dont layan. Then when Ray uses his sign language then they come. bangang oh. I did it as much as i can cause i know its one in a million chance i'd ever get to do it again. Stayed at J.P from 8++ till oh i dont know was it 11.2++.. Sent Raphael home then stay2 again awhile at his house. He finally gave me my belated present. Cool ba the shirt Raph :) Reached home around 12.30am. Pheeww luckily my dad didn't get angry.


They didn't know la that we went to J.P. In their head we went to watch movie then dinner. I know, what a terrible daughter i am. Speechless. Reached home i think i looked wasted ( i didn't drink oh, i drank ice lemon tea ) at that time. No idea why. maybe i was just on high. whatever. tomorrow again i trip2 go bertugas for anugerah cermelang. Infact i'm going CP. Well, unsure yet la.

err.. its my 100 post?

I've got the GREEN LIGHT bebehh !!!!

I was up so excited at school when i got her message saying that she comfirmed i got the green light from my parents :) tonight bebeh ( dont mind me for being so excited )

So happy this now eventhough si " heartbeat " just now macam taitai.. Gay-ass-boob-grabbing-friends they're just awesome. HAHA. I've got lots going on my mind right now. The things in my so-called-most-important-list are :

1. Studies.

2. Gay-ass-boob-grabbers-friends and my family :)

triptrip ni ba.... macam panjang tautau dua seja. i'm thinking of giving back everything. I seriously don't know where to start. Nevermind. err.... i'd better go now. byes.

p/s : tonight bebeh! and tomorrow :D

mintapuji kejap

Wee-heee my LimeWire finally working bebeh.. tried to figure it out for weeks. baru ba thu ( nah kan tapuji ), bukan mcm yang dulu. bah ui, opp lu... bnyk homwork oh.

corny pick-up lines?

why so jiwang that my post before this? eeeee...yerrr.. whatever la. i'm happy now. i don't know why. going out with cousins tomorrow night :) naye going back to Sandakan ba soon. She bring me, Raph and adeng go out. kinda like cousins night out. mengeratkan silaturahim. kankan?? haha. naye wants to bring nenet but Raph dont want to. nothing much to worry about now. well, except for PMR !! around the corner maann. shit i've got to finish my KOMSAS notes have to hand in tomorrow. errrr.... lately there's this * boob grabbing * going around in class. So, " it " needed to be protected at all times. hahahahaha. Many that boob grabber..

Ohya, the ceramah motivasi thing wasn't that bad. infact it thought me a little bit of something about.... life and self-discipline. it thought me not to rush on getting in a relationship and how messaging can effect ( but screw the messaging part ) hehehe. most of the explanation about what kind of person are you are quite true. unfortunately, the teacher skipped my " sosial " jenis part. So, that makes me still blurr... btw, the food given was yummy. hahaha.

it sucks right when you feel awkward with your own classmate. why that? cacat. omg! i really need to off now. need to complete my work then layan this and that. kie la, byes.

p/s : i'm not that desperate. i have eternity to wait. unless i die anytime soon. * palispalis. hit wood *

your history is mine

Tracing back what i've done, choices i've made.They are lots of regret but, let it be. There's nothing that can be done. The only thing is to fix what is in the present and plan your future. I don't know why but i just have the urge to write something that sounds so-kind-of mushy. Don't mind me. I guess its because of my mood la. There are seriously serious things to be focused on and not this. I know, how pathetic for me to just realised it now. What the buck am i talking about?

You knew everything you had to know and asked every question you wanted to. With the reason you gave me, i did the same thing asking those question back with curiousity. The organ that was placed next to my lungs aren't for playing.
You guys wouldn't understand. Well, except for certain people. Wait, is what written above even true? Yeerrr... why am i writing like this? geesss... The weather lately is just so.. HOT. Even if the wind is blowing, you could practically feel the heat. Its past middle of the month and thinking of it gives me the creeps. Why? PMR is just around the corner. Less than four months for me to revise those chapters. Gotta be serious. Should have been serious two months ago.
I feel like taking a long run like i used to last time. Since lately the weather is hot, i guess it would be difficult. My mom finished my oatmeal. So bad this. Now i have nothing to eat for dinner. Its not that she don't cook dinner. She does, its me who don't usually take dinner.

Ohya, i would want to share something i learned by myself. I don't care whether its pathetic or mushy. Once in awhile maa.

Love is friendship, set on fire. Well, not for friends with the same sex la. I wouldn't want that to happen. Even i don't get the clear meaning of it. Okaay... i got it from wikipedia ( my fav website ) I learned a lot from there :)

like i do?

I don't seriously. school was okay today. by the way,

Happy Birthday Jacky & Madeliene

psyco maaann. just now we gossipgossip... funn :) finally i knew. played softball with neighbours. funnnn mannn. i wasn't that eager to go online like i always do. cause, i dont really find it that facinating. its just like that. doiii. i just love Taylor Swift she's gorgeous and her songs are just awesome. it had been a while since i played the guitar. i want kaypo baa... cause the song i want to learn needs kaypo without it the melody sucks.
my gay-ass-awesome-dosome-friends... they're just awesome :) from the guys to the girls and to the girls. lol. err.... i wouldn't want to reveal much here for now. So, i guess this is bye-bye. Ohyaa... i did write something about I.U Day but its in my draft haven't finish it yet. i'll get back to it later. I need to take a bath.

why ba?

i couldn't find wings

P&k today was totally awesome-fun. Stories to be told made us all laugh and practically screaming. Honestly, i was happy to hear them laughing and see their faces when they laugh. Things like this seldom occur you know. Well, it does happen only that when it happened, they might be one of us who is well, sad or no mood or no mood laa.

Guess what? I saved money today. HAHA. It is kind of an achievement for me. Cause usually, my pocket money given i finish it. Every single penny i use. For what? water and food i guess. Yup, i don't bring water to school. Time passes by so quickly today. I reached school half-an-hour late. We start at 8a.m. Promised to come early this. Ishhh how pathetic am i? Didn't keep track of time. By the minute its time to go home already. Why are my words here formal????? doiiii.... Geesss the weather is so HOT.
I love my oatmeal + honey this. yuuuuummmm... you should try it. By the way, its healthy. I'm just blank and couldn't think of anything to write about. Oh wait, i'm just cruel this.. I don't think my friends will stand by me for this. hey're maybe just saying they will. How could i be that cold? maaaaaaaaannnnnn.. ish see i thirsty dy oh. Anyways, i'll continue my nonsense another time kie? I want to get myself a cold drink :) byess.